I recently had a private meeting with a teacher and healer, Dr. Michael Mirdad.  It was very interesting for many reasons, but the main thing that struck me was how much I  (or people in general) are unaware of about who we are (as we think of ourselves as spirit).  He started right out telling me about my past lives (my past WHAT!?!) and the lesson that I was trying to learn, how I needed to define myself.  I really did not want to hear that….since I have a huge ego that does not want to be out of control….but somehow I stayed open minded.  I listened to him tell me about the fear I had inside me, the self-doubt.  He said I had a very strong Celtic background…how did he know my dad is Scotch Irish?  I started to think maybe this guy’s energy or vibrational level was very transparent and that he could see things that my dense energy couldn’t.  Why do we feel the negative ways we do sometimes?  Could it be this hidden part of our consciousness that he was tapping into and sharing with me?  It was an awe inspiring experience.  He said I had strengths as well and that if I wasn’t a counselor, I needed to be one.  I told him I was and then he said I am a healer…a WHAT!  He said I needed to incorporate one of the healing practices such as Reiki into my counseling…he shared with me what my biggest obstacles were in my current relationship and much more.  But what I find the most interesting of all about this experience is that I had not been to the church where I heard him speak for almost a year..and the very day I decide I am going back there, is the day he showed up!  I shared with him how disappointed I was (jokingly) that Marshall Norman, our minister wasn’t there…and he laughed…anyway…..the bottom line is that I believe in synchronicity, that he was there for me to show me a deeper way to be than just my egoic self…there is a spirit in me too, a soul trying to live in light and love and this is opposite of my controlling ego.  Anyway, it was very enlightening for me to begin to shift my thinking in a new way.

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